Saturday, December 19, 2009

Amazing Grace

Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me.
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now I see.

T'was Grace that taught my heart to fear.
And Grace, my fears relieved.
How precious did that Grace appear
The hour I first believed.

Through many dangers, toils and snares
I have already come;
'Tis Grace that brought me safe thus far
and Grace will lead me home.

The Lord has promised good to me.
His word my hope secures.
He will my shield and portion be,
As long as life endures.

Yea, when this flesh and heart shall fail,
And mortal life shall cease,
I shall possess within the veil,
A life of joy and peace.

When we've been here ten thousand years
Bright shining as the sun.
We've no less days to sing God's praise
Than when we've first begun.

没有永远,承诺也只是灰烬

我看过很多人说什么永远爱你。
永远陪伴着你。
永远不会让你流泪。
永远永远永远。
这世上根本就没有永远。
当下所说的永远只是一个谎言。
一个美丽的谎言。
其实每个人都知道,只是不想去承认。
每个人都想要一时的快乐而欺骗自己。
什么难忘的承诺到了最后也只是灰烬。
但人就是那么笨。
一次又一次的相信,而最后受伤的还是自己。

Thursday, December 17, 2009

how many days ?!

i wondering how many days i can stay without sleeping ...
i plan to do some exp le ...
wish me luck ...
:P

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Brand New ME

BeArbEaR goin to change himself ...
he wont tease other ppl anymore ...
he wont joke wit other ppl anymore ...
bcoz he jus feel tht it was too tiring ...

Tired

tonite i went to subang ply futsal ...
very far rite ?!
lol ...
but my fren fetch me go wan lo ...
bcoz he nid to fetch his cousin and brother go midvalley ...
so we go out from klang at 7 something ...
the federal highway was so jam ...
every1 was wondering wat happen ?!
at last we knew the reason d ...
it was bcoz of malaysian attitude la ...
ther was an accident at the opposite lane ...
but all the drivers were too bz to care other ppl business ...
after put down them ...
then go to pj for some dinner actually ...
but then my fren go wrong road ...
then no choice lo ...
we hav to go to the futsal place ...
it was inside some under construction places ...
the court was stil ok but abit short ...
bcoz we reached ther early so we were sitting ther chatting and waiting for my fren's frens ...
at 10 every1 was ther d ...
so we start the game lo ...
ply ply ply ...
time passed quite fast ...
reached 12 d le ...
every1 was sitting at the cafeteria ther resting and chatting ...
after awhile, my fren wanted to go bak to klang d ..
then we all started to drive bak lo ...
after awhile we reached klang d bcoz my fren oso a 'keng' driver ...
tis futsal game make me feel very tired ...
bcoz morning i was plying vb and i din slept tht time ...
i spent the whole nite plying and chatting wit ys ...
and while plying vb, it rained ...
but we stil plyed ...
we are guys ma ...
then we had breakfast and i went bak ...
take bath and online awhile and go sleep d ...
i think tht time was around 12 something if i nt mistaken ...
then 3 pm i woke up d ...
after been thru all this activities ...
i felt i m physically tired ...
i think tht is a gd thing ..
bcoz i wan slept earlier ...
but everything went to opposite way ...
i felt i m more mentally tired ...
i cant fall sleep at all ...
i think i will bcome zombie d la ...
if i din bcome oso will meet god very very soon ...
i love u god ...

Friday, December 11, 2009

Futsal wit frens at nite ..

i was wit js at subang ..
i fetch him ther bcoz he is goin back to kampar ...
and i nid to go uni ask something ..
we reached ther early bcoz of ...... (my driving speed)
js suggested to hav ice-cream in carefour ... (T.T)
then i was attracted by the sundae ice-cream ... :P
while sitting and enjoying the sundae chocolate ...
sudenly my phone rang ... (who is tht ?)
then i answer, is KK calling me ...
telling me tht tonight at 8 got futsal ...
then i told ok then i hang up the phone d ...
after finish the ice-cream, we waited for js frens at the train station ther ...
his frens reached ther after awhile ...
then i drove to my uni lo ... (nid to ask about my changing for major course)
i went to the admin building ...
then i was wondering in front of the lift for quite some time ... (4get which floor d)
then i decide to go floor 4 ...
when the lift opened, i went out onli realised wrong floor le ...
then i went back inside and press 3 ...
went out ... (swt)
wrong again !!! (i finish 1 year here d le)
then i press 5 ...
at last ... ^^
i found it ...
but once i stepped in ...
no 1 ther ... =.='''
then i try to peek Annice Chong's room ... :P
she was ther ... (lucky lucky)
then i told about the changing course thingy ...
but she tot i was trying to apply for it ...
then i explain to her tht i edi applied and i jus wan to check whether the apply accepted or rejected ...
she told me tht they were very bz at the moment ...
but they did process some of the applies ...
she asked me to wait patiently and the offer letter should reached me by tis month ...
then i fast fast rushed home lo ... (edi 5 something !!! Jam in Klang ar !!!)
when i was on the highway ... (nt bad wor)
no jam but got some stupid driver drove very slow at the fastest lane ... (feel wan to scold them)
then reached home after 30 minutes ...
then rest and watched tv ... :P
mayb i was too tired ... (almost fall asleep)
time passed very fast ... (8 d)
then faster prepared and went to the Real Sport Arena ...
then my frens told me tht it was in court 1 ...
then i was taking my bagssssss ... (blek !!!)
at the beginning, i was too high ...
diving here diving ther ... (clean sheet le)
but then later started to feel tired d ... (letting ppl score d)
in the game, some of my frens quite angry bcoz of some incidents ... (jus a game le)
then the game finished after 1 and a half hour ...
i dono when i injured my leg ...
damn pain le ...
cant reli walk properly ... T.T
haiz ... (so sad)
if u were ther, i will feel hapi but ...
wat to do ...
i jus nt brave enuf to tell u ...
hav to keep everything to myself lo ...

Sunday, December 6, 2009

The meaning of the song 'First Love' by Utada Hikaru

In your final kiss
flavor of tabacco i could taste
a bitter and painful smell
about this time tomorrow
i wonder where you'll be at
i wonder who you'll be thinking of
You are always gonna be my love
even if someday you fall in love with someone else
I'll remember to love
you taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Now it is still a sad love song
until i can sing a new one
The frozen time
is about to start
but there are things that i do not want to forget
about this time tomorrow
i know i will be crying
i probably will also be thinking of you
You will always be inside my heart
because it is forever only for you
I hope that i have a place in your heart too
Now and forever you are still the one
Now it is still a sad love song
until i can sing a new one
You are always gonna be my love
even if someday you fall in love with someone else
i'll remember to love
you taught me how
you are alwaya gonna be the one
it is still a sad love song
now and forever

Friday, December 4, 2009

Are u alright over ther ?!

today i dono wat happen to me ...
i sudenly think of Eli Jie ...
time pass very fast ...
it edi 1 years she had leave us ...
i very miss her ...
i miss her voice ...
miss her smile ...
miss her advice ...
she always ther for me when i was down or sad ...
she always ther to cheer me up ...
she is the 1 tht taught me to b strong ...
how r u jie ???
r u alrite over ther ???
got miss di ma ??? (di very miss u)
jie ar ...
mus take care over ther o ...
di always love u ... (mak mak !!!)