break or death !?

haiz ...

now i having my sem break ...

but i don think is break lor ...

i got 1 essay, 2 assignment , 1 lab report and revision nid to do ...

do i hav time to relax ???

haiz ...

wat is tis ...

nama saja sem break ...

more bz than normal ...

reli very cham wan lor ...

every tired tis few day ...

very sad ...

T.T

i wan real break la ...

haiz ...

real holiday ...

can reli hav fun ...

reli relax wan ...

Bad Day

haiz ...

today i donno how i can lost my pendrive ... T.T

there are 2 reports inside it ...

the worst part is the 2 reports is suppose to be hand in on another day ...

i was finding and finding ...

from the com lab till the lecture hall ...

from the student admin to student community to level 3 IT department to level 4 IT department ... (super tired lo)

but the result was i stil cant find it ... T.T

then i had skipped my class bcoz i was spending all the time walking in the campus ... =.='''

so i stay inside the library and try to write the answer on a paper so easier for me to do when i get my laptop on that day ...

but my laptop got problem with the harddisk and they change another new one for me ...

so i nid to re-install the windows and all the programmes again ...

but but but !!!

the installation cd was with my fren ...

i faster rushed home and my phone was out of credit and battery ...

i went to reload and then went home take some asus cd to install ...

when i trying to contact my fren, his phone was out of battery ...

i cant find him so i went to his house and check out whether he was at home anot ...

but his mum said that he wasn't at home and will be back around 7 something ...

so i went home again ...

i waited and waited for the time to past ...

arund 8, i went to his house again but he wasn't there ...

i went to the 7-eleven to buy some coffee bcoz i noe i will be staying late tonite ...

after bought i went back to his house and wait for him ...

i waited for around one hour and i realise that he might be with one of his fren ...

but then i don hav his fren phone number ...

so i ask my fren for the number and ask him whether my fren wit him anot ???

and he said no but he said he will help to contact him ...

after that, he said that his fren will call me in awhile ...

ut i waited for half an hour and no call at all ...

i called him and he said he will try again to find my fren ...

and at around 10.10 i finally found my fren ...

but he is doin something and not free at the moment ...

so i waited him for around 10 - 20 mins ...

once he reached home , he passed me the cd and i rushed back home and re-install all the programmes ...

the installation was taing a very long time ...

everything was done at around 12 ...

once it done then i started to type my reports out ...

i typed and typed ...

i finally finish my reports at around 3 am ...

then i went to bed but i cant sleep bcoz of the coffee i drank ...

i was lying on the bed till around 4 something and i finally fell aslept ...

Tiring Tiring Tiring

haiz ...

these few days keep got things to do wan ...

make me feel like finish one things d but then later got another things nid to complete d ...

i feel like no time to rest le ...

so cham ...

every nite oso like not enuf sleep ...

tomoro wake up sure the eyes will bengkak ...

haiz ...

so sad ...

but nvm ...

i noe i can do it ...

everyone pls wish me luck lor ...

wat a tiring weeks ...

T.T

我回来了

我很久没上来这里了，因为我也不知道要写些什么。

对不起哦，让你们等了这么久。

今天不知道为什么心情好像不是这么好,我自己也不知道是因为什么。

时间真的过得很快，明天又要开学了。

不知道为什么觉得很大压力,或许是还没习惯吧。

今天跟朋友去了踢球，当作是减压咯。

晚上看了一部戏，在戏里的男主角让我觉得他很笨，有一个很好的女朋友了也不会珍惜。

好只是听一些没用的朋友的意见，真是笨到不行。

看完后就要去准备明天的课了。

好啦。今天就写到这里，有空的话就会上来这里再写过的。

someone's watching over me( Special for Eli Jie )

Found myself today, oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back, voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say what you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight
So I won't give up, no I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong, even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
someone's watching over me
Seen that red light, and it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time, and I won't be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone, and right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams
So I won't give up, no I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong, even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
someone's watching over me
It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
For leaving yourself and you'll find
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart
So I won't give up, no I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong, even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up, no I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong, even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over, someone's watching over
someone's watching over me
Yeah yeah
Oh oh someone's watching over me

To my dearly classmate & family members

~ Ah Gong ~
he is the oldest in the family ... =P
i think he got more than 1000++ years old d ...
bcoz he is ah ma husband ... (ah ma edi got 1000++ years old d o)
he is a very kind person ...
no matter when i feel vry sad , he will come comfort me ...
i reli miss the time we hang out togeter ...
but u very bad wan lor ...
always don wan help me when ah ma bully me ...
and stop bully me in chinese chess le ... T.T
ah gong mus take carez ah ma o ...
mus control her abit lar ...
onli u can do tht ...
no one can d ...
and u mus hav more self-confidents ...
u mus always think tht u r the best ... (tis is truth)

~Ah Ma~
she is the 2nd oldest or the oldest le ??? =P
can u imagine she saw 'jiang shi' (chinese vampire) b4 ...
i cant imagine how old are she ...=P
she is someone very easy to be tricked ... ^^
sry ah ma ...
i had successfully trick u twice and twice oso not logic one but u kena trick oso ... (sad)
she always hit my head wan ...
very bad wan lor ...
sometimes is ah gong fault ...
but she 'bu she de' hit him then find me d ... T.T
she is a very caring person like ah gong ...
no matter who sick, she will b there to take carez him/her ...
but ah ma ar ...
u mus remember le u not young anymore ...
don drink enfragrow d ... (no effect d)
mus drink more anlene ... (bone onli will grow stronger)

~Andenine~
she is mrs chong ... ^^
she is a very kind person and smart ...
but not gd is she sometimes bully me wan ... T.T
i like to call her adenine ...
bcoz tht name reli suit her ...
she always wan to hit when i call her so ...
she always study and study and study when got time ...
sometimes i think she eat books wan not food ... ^^
mus take carez mr chong ar ...
don bully him like u bully me ya ...

~Mie Jie~
she is a very 'keng' de 'tai ka jie' ...
no one in class dare to disturb her ... (onli kido)
she very fierce wan ... (like tigress) (i m fully dead !!!)
jking jking onli ...
she very kind wan ...
she always will take carez the weaker one ...
and especially gals ...
no matter wat they did she will help them out ... (not fair 1 lor)
she like to organice some trips ... (like it very much)
she is someone tht don scare anything wan ...
she onli treat those gals and bananaman gd ...
me le ... (sad and 'kelian')
she is a very helpful person ...
she will help u whenener u nid her and she wont complain at all ...
but pls don bully me d lar ...
i m such a gd bear bear (like an agel le)
u oso noe i very scare u wan ma ...

~xiao hai zhi~
erm ...
starting of SAM le ...
she is stil a small little kids ...
but now ... (wah!!!)
she had married to Sam and hav 3 pairs of children ...
OMG !!!
so productive rite ?!
very keng wan ...
she cant stand if ppl call her xiao hai zhi or say her togeter wit Sam ...
she wil like wan to kill u ... (one of the victims)
she always like to quarrel wit me about the Sam wan ... ^^
keep trying to escape from the reality ... (so sad rite !?)
she is very emotional person ...
i think tht is a gd things rite ?!
better than me !!! (like a stone)
u mus take gd care of the forks and spoons o ...

~Sam~
he is xiao hai zhi de husband ...
but his wife alwasy call him mangkuk wan ... (donno why oso)
he is a very kind and frendly person ...
he always help out if u nid him ...
he is a quite cool guy ... ^^
u will feel very nice when chatting wit him during the break ...
he like football very much ...
u ask him about the players ...
i think he will tell u ... =P
he like to bully his wife wan ...
he like to repeat wat she said ...
and she will start angry d ... ^^
wat a nice couple rite !?
but u mus bkful oso lar ...
u noe ur wife best fren is someone tht always throw things without think wan le ... =P

~Kei Yuk Si~
she is a pretty and thin lady ...
but she always complain about herself ...
i think she sot sot d ...
she is YaoMing Jr mom ...
her husband is Malaysia's YaoMing ... (fully dead oso !!!)
she like to throw things ...
she can throw forks, spoons, bag, pens, file, and etc !!! (anything she oso can throw)
she cant stand if someone tease her ...
like wat i did here ... (i m dead if she is here)
i m lucky she not here ...
she will help gals when the gals nid her ...
she always wan to argue wit ppl ...
but le ... (wakakakaka)
she eat very little and she like to ply wit her food ... (disgusting!!!)
pls don ply ur food d lar ... (haiz)

~K Qi~
she is a very smart gal ...
but she always lack of confidence when english subject ...
and she always did very well in it ...
she always say she cant she cant but at last she get super high marks ...
she is a very hardworking gal ...
she will finish her works no matter wat time it is ...
she is a big head prawn ...
she always 4get to do her things ...
even eat medicine she oso can 4get wan ... (=.=''')
she is a very caring person ...
no matter who sick d or something happen to tht person ...
she will always b there to help and comfort tht person ...
got something bad is she always noe how to take carez other ppl but not herself ... (swt)
she is someone u can share ur secret wit ... (she wont tell anyone)
pls take gd care of urself ...
and c doctor lar ... (don find so many reasons d)

~GG~
he is a very 'man' and smart guy ...
he always walk very fast wan ... (cnt tahan him)
always don wan wait for me and walk in-front ... (haiz)
he like noe everything wan ...
wat homework u donno then go find him onli ...
he will teach u ...
he is very independent ...
if he wan to do something perfectly and he will did it ...
he wont gif up so easily ...
he always wear like ppl goin for vacation in class ... (amazing)
he is a very kind person ...
he always help other ppl out ...
but sometimes he is too cool d ... =P

~Bobby~
he is a very smart guy too ...
he is a caring and kind person ...
u sure having a great time when chatting wit him ...
he will chat wit u no matter who u r ...
i like to chat wit him bcoz i will feel very secure ...
he will help u if u ask for his help ...
he 4ever wont say no ...
he always hang out wit the cat ... (don learn the bad things ya)
he is a very handsome guy 2 ...
many gals will like him when c him ...
pls take gd carez of urself ...
if reli not feeling well then remember to c doctor ...
don keep everything to urself ...
if u wan to chat can always find me ya ...
hope u will get well soon ...

~Monkey Veen~
she is a very nice person ...
but she cant control herself once u tease her ...
she will chase u for the whole building ...
she someone like mad when she ply ... =P
she like to poke ppl and scratch ppl hand ... (haiz)
sometimes she is very brave but sometimes she is like a chicken ...
nxt time when u meet some problems ...
don scare ...
try to face it ...
and don simply poke and scratch ppl d ... (very pain 1)

~Vi Vi~
she is a very bad person ...
always like to bully me wan ...
and always call me chicken ...
I M NOT CHICKEN ... (she wont understand 1)
she is a different person when she in-front dong dong ...
i can say is totally change ...
she is super quiet when dong dong is there ...
if not ... (earthquake)
she always laugh like hyna ...
she cant stop talking when she sit wit kei yuk si and xiao hai zhi ...
they can talk and talk until the class end ... (=.=''')
she is a nice person and always help out if u nid her ...
but pls don call me chicken d lar ... T.T


although i noe u all jus few months ...
but we edi like a big family d ...
we always eat togeter, ply togeter and chat togeter ...
i here apologise to u guys if i say something bad or did something bad to u all ...
i m sure tht i was jus jking ...
i cant promise can c u guys always but ...
u guys are in my heart ...
it wont change no matter wat happen ...
pls don 4get me tis bear bear o ...
find me if u in trouble ...
i will help out no matter wat ...
bear bear will always miss the time we hang out togeter ...
thx for giving bear bear so many hapi moments ...
u guys help bear bear to chase away the sad bear bear ...
i reli appreciate the things and time u guys spent wit bear bear ...

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