its been quite a long time i cant sleep at nite again ...
wat m i thinking in my mind ?!
i have no idea at all ...
i nt reli wan to ply games ...
i nt reli wan to online ...
but why i stil stay awake late in nite ?!
tis is the question i kept asking myself ...
but i cant gif myself a very gd answer ...
every nite i will listen to some songs and try to relax my mind ...
ur shadow will jus appear from nowhere ...
am i missing u ?!
am i thinking of u ?!
i donno ...
i reli donno ...
i donno wat i wan ...
sometimes i was asking myself ...
wat can i do ?!
why u are nt doin wat ur heart thinking ?!
i will jus sitting in front my laptop and stunt ther ...
am i doin the right things ?!
am i too coward to tell truth ?!
but i jus cant take another 'defeat' ...
i jus too tired to being lose out all the time ...
i think is better for me to keep quiet and stay at ur side ...
support u all the time ...
b with u when u r sad ...
make jokes to make u laugh ...
i think i m jus fine wit the man bhind ...
最痛的不是你不爱我而是我爱你你却不知道 ...

暗示-方炯镔 弦子

听见星星叹息
用寂寞的语气
告诉不眠的云
是否放弃日夜追寻风的动静
心事不停累积
变成脸颊的泪滴
你始终没留意
我特别在乎你
你却像风一样
左顾右盼而行
全世界只有你不懂我爱你
我给的不只是好朋友而已
每个欲言又止浅浅笑容里
难道你没发现我渴望讯息
我应该如何让你知道我爱你
连星星都知道我心中秘密
今夜在你窗前下的一场雨
是我暗示你我有多委屈

心事不停累积
变成脸颊的泪滴
你始终没留意
我特别在乎你
你却像风一样
左顾右盼而行
全世界只有你不懂我爱你
我给的不只是好朋友而已
每个欲言又止浅浅笑容里
难道你没发现我渴望讯息

我应该如何让你知道我爱你

连星星都知道我心中秘密

今夜在你窗前下的一场雨

是我暗示你我有多麽委屈

你还不懂雨永远不会停

Because you loved me - Celion Dion

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love i found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when i was weak
You were my voice when i couldn't speak
You were my eyes when i couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when i couldn't reach
You gave me faith coz you believed
I am everything i am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand i could touch the sky
I lose my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and i stood tall
I had your love i had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe i don't know that much
But i know this much is true
I was blessed because i was loved by you

You were my strength when i was weak
You were my voice when i couldn't speak
You were my eyes when i couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when i couldn't reach
You gave me faith coz you believed
I am everything i am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when i was weak
You were my voice when i couldn't speak
You were my eyes when i couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when i couldn't reach
You gave me faith coz you believed
I am everything i am
Because you loved me

You were my strength when i was weak
You were my voice when i couldn't speak
You were my eyes when i couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when i couldn't reach
You gave me faith coz you believed
I am everything i am
Because you loved me

I am everything i am
Because you loved me

i cant fall asleep yesterday nite

i cant fall asleep tonite ...
i donno why ...
i donno wat happen ...
i jus feel moody for the whole nite ...
i reached home at 1 something after futsal in pj there ...
but i am not feel tired at all ...
i not sure wat is happening to me ...
i jus felt moody these few days ...
nth big happen these few days ...
nth serious happen these few days ...
but i jus cant escape from the moodyness ...
wat should i do ?!
lately keep listen to Yimura's Kiss The Rain ...
this was jus a simple piano solo ...
but it went deep inside my heart ...
i can feel the sorrowness and the sadness ...

wat a night

now edi 5.44 in the morning ...
wah ...
i woke up so early ?!
nah !!!
i haven sleep yet le ...
donno wat happen to my body and mind ...
jus cant sleep ...
my heart wan me go to bed but then the brain .........
jus too much ...
always goin against each other ...
HELLO !!!
both of u are inside the same body ...
haiz ...
my last paper is on tuesday ...
but i m stil like wondering around ...
tht sound bad ...
so i jus take tis opportunity to revise abit ...
and i managed to do so ...
wakakakaka ...
normally tis period of time ...
i will checking mail ...
msn-ing ...
dota-ing ...
fb-ing ...
bla bla bla ...
but i did played one game la ... :P
die oso mus rest wan ma ... (excuses for myself)
i nid help ...
alot of help ...